Fallen-Angel-Waking

Ian Daniels

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Love...the first part... by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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Love...the first part...

Let it burn, light the torch and set fire to the shelter. May it guide the moths attracted to the flames. In your ignorance I saw only love. The slowest way to kill yourself is impaled on a four letter word. Bittersweet as revenge, as cruel as winter frost, rarer than a four leaf clover in the desert. While is made me sit and think and think and drink, I realized the folly of such torture. Revealing, stealing, hounding at the child so innocent locked away inside so deep and white. Behind the bars built in retrospect of feeling in dealing stop feeling, Start dealing the cards we hold with Blackened kings and Brilliant jacks,

What can this be? --Part 1 by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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What can this be? --Part 1

A film covers my eyes but I still see, Something fills my lungs but I can still breath. Something fills my heart but I know I feel. Oh what can this be? Some strange new twist in my twisted mind? Another answer I must try to find. Ask as I may the reasons elude, Pardon me I mean not intrude. But can you help me oh please... What can this be? Though I may ask and ask again, I search without I search within, But I do not know where to begin... I seems so strange this newfound question, But I feel more and not less than. The man I was before it began. But what can this be? My darkest secrets lie in you, And you by all know this

When my friend... by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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When my friend...

And it doesnt seem to matter, So many things, So hard are times. When no one even listens, To the verdict, Of our crimes... And as virtue falls away. No compassion left in the heart of man. All I have to say... This is my confession, My confession. Not realizing the conformity, The things we all ignore, But yet we all see. The masks you hide behind... They do nothin, but help remind, You of what you once were, But will never be again. Never be again. No you will never be that way again. Does is feel odd? Having lost your identity. To the masses, Of the loveless classes... And as virtue falls away. No compassion left

One More Night... by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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One More Night...

I can't understand life anymore, Don't know what I am meant for. As things just slip and start to fade away, Will I live for this or another day. I just wish it all would seperate... And I would have you back for... One more night, Be with me one more night, Say you loved me one more time. Can you see what this does to me? Breaking down, in such a sad way. My emotions undermine what I want to say, I don't know whats next I'm just so damn afraid. To not have you back, for just one more night... One more night... Be with me one more night...One more night.. Say you loved me one more time... Into this words I wish to say, But i

I remember... by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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I remember...

What happened? In this small tale of lies, Staring holes straight through your eyes. Once you said forever, That we would always be together. But what is this before me, Something strange i cannot percieve. This line drawn before us, This barrier between us... I remember that word forever. How it meant we'd be together. But that fell apart..As I, Hold my heart. I have just one question please, As I sit here on my knees. Why...in your lost love, Try and say to me...say the truth. How does something change so swiftly, I hate this, I love you, It's over. I guess those plans don't matter, Didn't know love could die so quickly

The Dream I lived ...part 1 by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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The Dream I lived ...part 1

Twas a night I can't remember, As I lay and stare at embers. Frost and Ice with their own art, Very nearly stole my heart. But at that moment i so pondered, On the paths I've always wandered. Seeking out what I know not, Sat beside a tree now rot. This tree accustomed to such passing, Knew I meant no foul trespassing. In my moment long and longer, Listening to sounds of songbirds. In such manner I fell to sleep, As higher still the sun did creep Tall now grew my patch of shade, Sun dispersed by leaves of jade. While wandering to this dream, I spied four maidens by a stream. White linen shirts they washed as thus,

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Pain and Turmoil. by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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Pain and Turmoil.

With all the pain and turmoil, I just can't take the shame. At times I break down and cry just to try and ease the pain I wonder if I'll live tomorrow, If I will see the light. Or if tomorrow will be the last, Before my journey of stars and twilight. With all the stupid hypocrites, I just can't find the reasons. I find it almost impossible, to pick my way through the treason's. It seems so wrong, but they are always 'right', There is nothing I can do to stop them. I am supposed to be the listener, Of a culture brainwashed by fright. With all the back-stabbing friends, I just can't hope to win. I trust them all and turn away, as t

I Could Have Saved You by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

What Do You Do? by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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What Do You Do?

What do you do, When your best friend stops believing in you? When they say they don't need you? When whatever you say, doesn't matter? What do you do? What do you do, When no ones left to watch your back? When you can't trust them anymore? What do you do? What do you do, When they make you chose? Make you lose? When you have yo find the strenght, To look them in the eyes? What do you do? What do you do, When what used to matter doesn't? What do you do, When you feel like dying? And your best friend isn't there anymore? And they seem to no longer care? What do you do? What do you do, When I love you, Doesn't even make

What the F--- am I to you? by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

Death, love and fears. by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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Death, love and fears.

Does the flower of death not wilt? Yet stay in a constant state of decay? For isn't wilting death, and therefore if the flower of death wilted, would it die? But then the flower of death cannot wilt. For death cannot die. Does the flower of love not despair, when it realizes that it will eventually succumb to the flower of death? Or does it know that when death taketh the flower of live into its cold embrace, that love, itself, will be reborn? Or could it possibly be, that love fears not death, for it knows that love is eternal, even as it wanders into the icy realm of death? And that the only thing that could possible harm love, is h

Forever Memories by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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Forever Memories

Forever, (Lost in thought) Your eyes (All I got). Swallow, (The agony) Insanity... Burning cinders (Sparked from a flame) Burning tinders (A crashing picture frame) And ice-filled hearts forced to linger. I saw, (A glimpse of hope in your eyes) I thought (To answer your cries), And know its just plain and simple. Forever, Your eyes, Hide memories, Forever, Your souls, Epiphanies. Taste the burning whispers, (This time has gone away) Time moves much too slowly, (This time has gone away.) Will I be forever locked in a memory? Post mortem peacefullness. I find it reasonless. Am I to be a forever memory? Locked in a cage to be s

Where Darker Things Lie... by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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Where Darker Things Lie...

Have you ever wondered, Where the haunts and monsters of your dreams hide? In the morning light, When you're the only one in sight? Do you wonder, Where darker things lie? Are they in the closet? In the sky? Waiting for the dark to blind your eye. Lying down deep under your bed? On your shelf? Or in your head? In the little places of your mind, Where darkness crapt and took over. Do the darker things hide in fear, Or malice for the light? Is it just they don't want our eyes, To be our way of sight? Darker things be the beast, that's true. But that beast only lives within me and you. So in a way, Everywhere they hide. All

Being... by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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Being...

Welcome to the last resort, Of a shattered mind. A shallow state of being. Lacking the fruit of life to make me whole. With a shallow hole of death, That graspeth in me. Why does the fire of breath, Hold on to my image of self-control? I still find nothing dear. But I still hold, To the fabris of my being. Having only that, Allowing the seething, Of the heart wrenching pain, That is my being.

Dying and Reeling... by Fallen-Angel-Waking, literature

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Dying and Reeling...

Fighting this life of lies and pain, Holding on to what love has given me. Calling out to all those who are still free. Leaving this body of me. Dying and reeling. No chance to be, Who I really am. Embracing the death of me: conformity. Submitting to the serpent of everyone elses standards. Leaving my bones to be picked at by birds. Dying and reeling. No chance to be, Who I really am. Scared am I now, Who is this that embraces me? A distant friend who I would never think, Could ever want to be a part of me. Controlling my chaotic sea, Of tumoltous emotions. Flinging myself blindly at, A love of which to be. Dying and reel

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Violet Eyes by KiKiMouse, literature

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Violet Eyes

I see your soul though dark eyes, It summons me to come in. To search thoughout your mind, I am trapped inside my own. You can not make me escape, Because I have Violet Eyes. These eyes they see how you kill, And you kill us to rid of it. I see your next victim. Although I don't like the sight, I need to save her from you, Before you shut the doors, To our all seeing, Violet Eyes. We make you pay for your guilt, Within doors of silver shine. Trapped inside, never to be free, Because I saw you with Violet Eyes.

The Unanswered by figureintheshadows, literature

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The Unanswered

I have learned a lot over the past year. I've answered many questions, Yet some things are still unclear. Life gets shorter, As the days go by. The only question I have left, Is the question why? Why do we love, To just get hurt in the end? Why do we hate to be judged, When all we do is condescend? Why do we judge? Why do we die? Why do we fight? Why do we lie? Kill? Choose? Hate? Lose? I guess this question will not be answered. Not in time for me to break loose of this chain. Heaven will not hold the answers. Hell will only hold the pain. Too much to learn. Too little time. The clock of life, Is too close to its

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Current Residence: Great Falls MT
Favourite genre of music: Ethereal Metal, Black/Death Metal, Symphonic Metal.
Favourite style of art: Horror/Macabe(poetry)
Operating System: XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Personal Quote: I would rather have the love of one; than the sympathy of hundreds. Sympathy dies but love, doesn&#0

Favourite Movies

The Crow, Nightmare Before Christmas...

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Iced Earth!!!. Hopesfall, Blind Guardian, Moonspell, Tool, Symphony X, Lacuna Coil, Nightwish.

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe.

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC. ONLINE

Other Interests

Writing songs, stories, poetry, playing guitar. Drawing

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Fallen-Angel-Waking

Aug 23, 2005

hey all

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Well, as you can see i am back.  This isnt gonna be long because im not in the mood for submission and typing in a box at the moment but its good to be back and i love you all!!

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Fallen-Angel-Waking

May 28, 2005

Summer...friends...war

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Fallen-Angel-Waking

May 16, 2005

More Shit...

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Hey everyone, hows it goin? At the moment, life really sucks.  As some of you know I am joining the national guard this year.  I am proud of thatbut it throws into light a few problems.  OneI cant go down to California like I promised, and that hurts more than I can explain.  I cant see my best friends and I can't see my friend Sarahfor those of you who don't know her she is the one that never healedon either side of the fence.  And I promised her that I would see her again this summerthat plan went to shit.  And I will be gone from mid-June until late August.  Nine weeks for my basic trainingthat doesn't b